Me, Myself & I

Dear Boy,

Happy Birthday! :-) I can't believe that you are 30 years old today! OMG.. :-) I have nothing to give to you today, but all my best wishes and love. I don't even know how you are, where you are living, Boy. Even I heard from Fhon that you have already had a family with two kids, but she isn't sure, because she just heard from others as well. But anyway, I do really wish you the best, be happy, wealthy and healthy.

I wanted to tell you that I'm sorry for leaving you without saying goodbye. I had my own reason to do that with you, because you know me too well how to say to me, if you don't want me to leave you. But I thought there's no other ways for our relationship because I was so tired. I won't blame you for everything hun, you're not 100% wrong. It is just the way it had to be. I would like you to know that I never ever regret to love you, I'm very glad to have you in my life, even just only a few years. I loved you a lot Boy. :-) and yeah I hurt like hell as well. :( Therefore, I wish you will be happy with your new girlfriend. Hopefully, she will be better than me, who can gives you love, and trust you all the rest of her life and I wish you give her equally back as well.

How is your mother? Is she doing fine? Does she has to go to Sirirat Hospital every three months? Does she has a companion to go there with her? I needed to give you my hands Boy, If I could. I know that you're too busy to be her company go to the hospital, and maybe your girlfriend doesn't have time as well.

Mmmm, well, don't know what to say now. I missed you Boy and wanted to tell you that you will always be in my heart, somewhere. I pray to God that I would get a chance from him once again to see you in person and will give you a very big hug. Just wanted to feel you again.

Take care,

xxx

edit @ 20 Nov 2007 11:38:18 by Pukalicious